I feel broken. I feel alone. I feel like a failure. I feel anxious about the future. I feel like nothing I do is good enough or successful. I feel like friends and family have abandoned me. I feel my regrets lingering around every corner. I feel doubt stealing my hope in almost everything. I feel the devil working his claws into my back. I feel hopelessness setting in.
Facts don’t care about your feelings, ignore them and push through. Let your success improve how you feel.
I turned on the 1776RM reunion and was instantly overwhelmed with emotions. I ended up turning them off as most of my emotions were not good ones. I’m not sure why I felt that way, I love those people. I can tell you it wasn’t anything specific, it was everything. Everything that has happened this past year, a lot of it has been hitting us recently. Not to mention, more importantly, the things that didn’t happen. There was no cavalry. No one ever came. I can’t help but feel alone on the battlefield.
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